if i let you go

if I let you go, what else do I have. I lost everything just bcoz you. I spend all this space just for your. But why When the heart is full with love, you let me go.
Every day you asking me, every time you say miss me. why??

five months passed but I still love you and miss you. I reject the man who loves me just because I still thought of you and do not want to double you.

Did you, my lips say you are willing to let go but the heart is saying no. What should I do so that I forget you and hate you ..
I want to hate you forever and ever....i want "my life" back